What I want to know is do the men who are about to commit this terrible attack, this act that is as barbaric as any that rage across the planet in endless, interminable wars. want to do this, or are they simply following orders? Orders from God? Then how did they receive these orders, obviously from a mortal just like our creators, speaking for God. There are four of them, they are all young men. How have these men lived long enough to have built up so much hatred? For the hatred is there, impossible to hide even if they wanted, or needed to. Along with the hatred other emotions fight for space on their faces. Fear, excitement, anticipation. I understand that I am a weapon of destruction and death, and yet this is not what I crave.